I had planed to go to MR's house today, I find myself getting way too anxious about my trips to and from Lexington, its not like it's Quincy or Braintree and I don't have the $ to take a cab so I canceled my trips for today! This anxiety is so tuff to deal with! I've gutta find a way to cope with this! I've fought through lots of things before, I'll get a handle on this too! It's just gonna take a little time! I just feel so safe @ home!