1.22.16 after 7.30am

My mind seems to be wandering uncontrollably this morning! It seems I can't focus on the tasks I must be able to :(! Time to clear my head and just put one foot in front of the other then things will fall in to place! I'm hopping the right place! KJ is making a home visit today and I've got my KJ list ready but I didn't load my med box cause I've got lots of meds I got from that place I had to stay at and I need to organize them and KJ is just the one to help with this! I've got so much I need to get done! I've got to think about doing laundry! I've got all my cloths from being away to do I hope I've got something to wear today and value on my laundry card! I've just get to relax and take some deep breaths before my anxiety gets the better of me! I'm realizing that living with traumatic brain injury is the hardest thing imaginable! I've survived a broken neck, cancer, many minor brain injuries but nothing compares to trying to make sense of a life that at times seems like it's impossible to attempt to move foreword!