1.18.16 around 5.30pm

I've been to hics today! We had regular groups today :). I had a group about getting a job, vocation group. That was a great group but it got me thinking, do I really want to work? I'm living comfortably on my ssdi check! I don't need a job but there are other things about working than getting paid! It gets me out, social interaction, gives me a sense of purpose, a little extra cash never hurts too :)! I  can't do a mindless job though, it must be something I use my brain for! I've been on job evaluations in the past one was working in a factory situation were I did the same thing over and over again not only did I hate it I didn't do well on the eval! Then I worked in the rtr bookstore loading books for sale on the web site! I did very,very, very well on that eval! So well many of my supports thought it was exaggerated eval! They wanted me to come back and do it but on the payroll! Transportation was the problem then though, I was living in Scituate the time :(! Meeting new people would be great too, maybe even find a lady friend too :)! Then I wouldn't have to spend the later years of my life all alone :(!