10.8.15 after 8.10am

Today was our conference at Florian hall in Dorchester Ma. I just couldn't get myself to go and risk embracement cause of not being able to hold my bladder! Last night I went out to dinna and took my bike next door to Lucky Lou's and ambulated around without any assistive device and did very well! Maryann from Dr.Tracy's office called back yesterday and said these kind of symptoms are normal following this type of surgery but I forgot to ask how long I should expect them to last! Last night I barely made it home before I lost control! I was unlocking the door to my apartment when the river started to flow! I wasn't gonna risk that happening today at the conference! I guess if I'd put more thought in to it I could have brought an extra pair of pants but who wants to do that? I guess what I need to do now is to think of how I can prevent this from reoccurring again! It kind of makes me afraid to go anyplace far from home!